White women, why? Why did you do it! I am filled with shame and confusion that so many ladies across the nation voted for Trump. Today, I'm looking around, absolutely perplexed, terribly sad...reading "Coming Back to Life" by Joanna Macy, I find the big picture that I want to be a part of. We cannot stop fighting for what's right, we cannot stop pointing at climate change and shouting for action and responsibility to be taken. We cannot stop shining a light on police brutality against people of color, the hate and exclusion of immigrants and the LGBTQ community. It's all still there today, just as it was yesterday and we have our whole lives to fight it. If you are tired or too sad, sit out a bit, that's okay. Church-at-large, you failed. You've been failing. Time for some other way of organizing, people of faith...let's figure it out.
I am totally ready to go. I am inspired to live out kindness, welcome, love. I am totally ready to wrestle the Bible from the hands of the "evangelicals" and find in it true and original blessing which is for all people, NOT just who white, heterosexual, males think deserve it.
I am totally ready to talk to Jesus about this next leg of the journey. The Jesus I need now is super Jesus, the one who transcends time and space and is my guru for living in this world. The crazy Jesus who noticed birds and wheat waving in the wind and would talk to and listen to absolutely everybody. That guy. I need him AND I need Joanna Macy and Matthew Vines and Mary Oliver to talk me through it. And I need my sacred space by the couch and thankfulness and walking. I need good news and hope and the beatitudes. I need the Jesus who is a mystic, the Jesus who was alone in the garden. I don't want Idol Jesus. The one we make in our own image. The one people keep locked in 4 books of the Bible and who has a glowing white face. I want the Jesus who is completely transcendent of the stories and shows me a way to God.
I need help from that guy so that hate doesn't fill my heart and harden it. So that I can transform my worry and dread and disgust into kindness and bravery.